Blog Block

Tonight is the last performance of All This and Moonlight. I met some great people, and for that I am very grateful. I am not so sad to see the show over though. This one wore me out, on a number of levels. Mostly mental and emotional, and that always adds to the physical.
I am on to bigger and better, or smaller and newer actually, as I am going to try my hand at directing, and that is going to be interesting and scary, but the good kind of interesting and scary.
I was motivated to blog this morning, but as I sit down to do it, I am finding that I don't have much to say.
Chaz is busy working away at his computer, and I enjoy watching him work. When he is editing there is a lot of pacing involved, and I think he looks a little like a mad scientist. It reminds me of Joe writing his poetry late at night, though Joe mad me think of what Beethoven might have looked like, his hair bedraggled and messy working on something by candlelight, late in to the night, that he would later present as his masterpiece. Chaz makes me think of Tesla, or what Tesla might have looked like making something, and working his butt off and someone else is going to get the glory for it.
Chaz is designing something to showcase another person, demo or a reel or a web-site. It will be up to the person trying to sell themselves to remember to say, by the way, Chaz did this for me.
It is four months in to 2009 and I am not close to any of the goals I set for myself. 1/3 in. I can still do something, I still have time. I sort have this after my surgery deadline now. Wow, it is lovely to give yourself an excuse to not do anything. But, the surgery is in June, and then it will be warm again. I love summer. I love the heat, and I just love being outside.
Not that days like today are not beautiful, but, if I were outside, I would be annoyed, because I just want to feel sunshine on my face and that all over hug of summer air.
Tonight will be a late night, but I have mastered the art of making it look like I am doing something during a set-strike, when really all I am doing is pacing. I am proud of that talent. Probably does not win me a lot of points on the grand scale of give and take in life, but, it gets me out of labour intensive activity. My main concern is Josh's projector and getting it back to him. Next on the list is getting paid back for all my running props, then it is pace till it feels like a good time to leave. A very manageable course of action. Spoiled little princess does not lift things, nor break a sweat!